Post by grasshop on Jul 12, 2006 4:00:52 GMT -5
Kimi ga Ita Monogatari; Your Legacy (A SONG FIC)
LISTEN TO THE SONG
Bah….my first attempt at a song fic…. And my first Spider Riders fic, too…. XD In this fic, the troubled new Spider Rider desperately tries to find a way to convince herself of her feelings for an Invected, though their dream of becoming closer seems far away… It’s gonna be quick, with much emotion, and I hope you guys go easy on me since it’s my first ever. I now present to you my fic, to See Saw’s Kimi ga Ita Monogatari!
Her footsteps sounded lonely and hollow on the bridge…He would be out here somewhere, waiting for her, secretly…like always. In the midnight sky that always seemed to swallow the place, a million balls of light kept watch over her figure, edging her on closer to her destiny. Her arms were folded across her chest, tightly, for it was cold. ‘Why does it have to be like this? Isn’t there any warmth even in love?’ The painful thoughts gnawed at her mind. A cold wind blew through the area as her eyes searched, pierced…Where was that graceful figure? Maybe faded into the cold background of a still heart.
Shizukesa to yasuragi ga tooku de maneku kara
Mou sukoshi saki ni made yuke souna ki ga suru
Tada te wo tori atte kogori tsuku yoru wo koete
Because we invite the peace and tranquility from afar,
It looks like we will have to travel a bit further
Only holding your hand, we cross the freezing night.
“Oh?” She stopped suddenly…her shadow wanting to tug her on somehow…She felt like flying forward, but pitiful doubt caused her to stop again, as she had done every night. Golden eyes shone light on him. He was like a sweet dream. ‘No…an enemy…’ Inside she slapped herself for thinking such thoughts. No boundaries for the heart, no matter how frozen, or far apart…no distance too great…But maybe, oh maybe…Her breath caught as he turned, looked at her, and she saw that fixed smile…He was wearing that same smile the day she had saved him from death. The cold wind blew in again, against her form, forcing her on, shaking. When she was only within paces of him, he held out a thin hand, welcoming her.
The antennae on his head quivered…Her eyes followed their nervous movement. She gave his a reassuring smile, but his expression didn’t change. It would never change, no matter how close or far apart they were. That was the pain…the separation…the difference. She took the hand, coming closer to him, feeling the heat he put off. Her body wanted to touch his for warmth, but her mind didn’t dare let that slip. Her lips were dry and she licked them as he carefully watched. The silence didn’t bother them at all. It would always have to be like this. Only the moon’s glow bounced about them to give their sad picture any life.
Kizutsuite utsubuita toki ni deatta kara
Setsunasa ga akunareba hanarete yuku you de
Yogoreta mizu no ue dakara tsuki no kage ga kirei de
Becasue we met when you were hurt with your head hung low,
And if the pain can go away, you can let go;
Because on the dirtied water, there is a beautiful reflection of the moon
She sighed…He listened intently, and answered with a hushed tone, “You cold? I can…give you my clothes if you want them….” With moist eyes, she nodded, not daring to refuse his offer…Could she really be afraid? Yes…that and more. The pounding of her heart deafened her feelings. What was this? Love or bondage to a dream? Either way, she would stay…forever…gladly… The insect-like warrior removed his garments, willingly and gently offering them to her. She took them and placed them around her bare shoulders. A moment of silence ensued, and then, “Better?”
The girl nodded, thankful for the shelter from the cold. His eyes told her a story of distance, of a gap. She shuddered…He took this as her still being chilled, and wrapped his slender arms around her waist and pulled her close to him. A small gasp escaped her lips…at first she wanted to pull away… He had never acted in such a manner, not on any of the nights beforehand. Her cheek pressed against his smooth chest, her hand coming up naturally beside her face. They stood there, swirled in blue mist of the night, cold stone underfoot…two figures opposite but merged. A strange combination…’An abomination.’ There it was…the thoughts again…But…what was this?
Sore ha kanashimi no kataru monogatari
Koi to yobu koto ni mada tameratteiru
Itetsuita yoru ni chikaku naru hoshi ha
Kimi ga iru yume wo itsumade misetekureru darou
That is the story told by pain
Still hesitant to call it love
How long will the nearing star
Show me your dreams in the frozen night
Golden eyes widened a bit, her lips parted as she heart the faint, but unmistakable sound. A heartbeat… Her eyes grew even more moist, and soon, tears began to well up in them. She had listened for that same sound when she had tended to his wounds before…when they had attacked the small village just shortly before. The Invectids had lost to the Riders…He was on the verge of death…After all had left and no mortal eyes were left to convict her, she had rushed to his side and listened. Here it was, all the same, like a beating memory that kept resurfacing…. A spray of red clouds gathered over the area, turning the water to blood, turning the moon into copper…One tear slid down her cheek, her fingers clenched into a fist on his chest. She mumbled his name. “Grasshop…”
His body shivered. The winds were taking their toll on the figures. Something wet on his chest…a tear… He couldn’t care much…what was he to do?
The girl wept silently, letting go of the thoughts. Soon there was hollow…she would have to give up love to obtain it. There was no such thing as fair, only compromise. She would have to give up this…and more… Her feet were numb and she wiggled her toes, her foot bumping against his. Grasshop tucked her head under his chin, refusing to lose the embrace of death, two butterflies caught in a red web of controversial night.
Omoide wo nomi konde sora no ao ha fukaku
Nukumori no kureru mono te ni hairanai mono
Nani wo wakeatte nani wo sutete yuku koko ni
Here, Drawing in memories, unable to keep the gifts
given from the deep warmth of the blue that is sky.
Sharing something, and throwing away something
“Grasshop, please…”She begged for release, and he finally let her go. The red had faded now, washing them over with shadow. Somehow, the darkness and secrecy comforted her. ‘I can’t. It’s too much. Sometimes you have to keep the pain to have the only thing worth it…’ She gazed at him, pulling his garments around her. Grasshop stared back…and she was all at once sure… ‘Yes. He feels that as well… He knows.’ Her knuckles were white from clenching her hands into fists. Tears still decorated her cheeks, glittery with the reflection of stars and dreams and memories…
“I have something…I want to give to you.” The Invectid warrior closed his eyes, his antennae twitching… His voice nearly cracked. She didn’t notice. In the background the diamond stars mirrored their visages against the blanket of night. The water was the music…dirty, calm, reflective…indecisive…yet sure. He was close by her now, his mouth by her ear. It was as if it were a fragment of imagination. She held her breath… ‘Does he notice how tense I am?’
Grasshop nudged her ear with his face…his breath came on her shoulder, warming a little spot on it. ‘Everything about him is warm. How can a frozen heart beat? How can something so dead and evil breathe warmth and peaceful solitude…’ The breaths were on her cheek now. She had never seen him so close…not since…she held his broken body and spoke softly to him, telling him how it would be okay. It still wasn’t. She had lied…It would never be okay. Not like this. Not by not knowing everything, yet fearing nothing.
“I accept.” She said, her voice carrying much emotion…so much she dare not say it.
Kono mama futari de itetsuita sora no
Kanata he yukeru to douka shinjiteite
Dareyori mo chikaku dokomade mo tooku
Kimi ga iru yume ha mou kesenai kioku dakara
Like this, together we journey to
the distant frozen sky, somehow believing;
Because, Closer than anyone, futher than anywhere,
Your dreams wont be disappear from memory
He kissed her suddenly, with so much passion she let the garments go. They fluttered away on the cold wind…but somehow, she wasn’t as frozen anymore. There was a fire, even in the sky…the moon winked a thousand beams of light at them, the stars gave cheer. Expressionless mouth against a softer one, that could express…not everything was told in physicality…some not even in morality.
Even in the d**ned path, there was that last glimmer of light…When he finally broke the kiss she saw that light through the tunnels of his eyes. It was small, and faint…but so was the heartbeat that they both shared. Perhaps one day…they’d share that light as well…
Sore ha kanashimi no kataru monogatari
Koi to yobu koto ni mada tameratteiru
Itetsuita yoru ni chikaku naru hoshi ni
Kimi ga iru yume wo mada mitsumeteitai dake de
That is the story told of pain
Still hesitating to call it love
Because, in the frozen night, in the nearing stars,
I still want only to see your dreams.
The silence reigned…only their eyes did the rejoicing. A line had been breached, and with that, many questions were answered, and many hopes were lit aflame. With that the red bubbled in clouds, and figures merged…stars sang and water laughed…somewhere even in wrong there was a legacy of love, though forbidden…still an open path remains. And somewhere in the distance, lose garments trailed a gust of wind and broke the differences.
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OOOOKAY PPLZ! XD hehe please r&r. Remember tho, my first song fic ever so go easy on me lolz XD Anyways, I'll hopfeully be making an AMV to this song as well. lol Well, I hope I get comments lolz
LISTEN TO THE SONG
Bah….my first attempt at a song fic…. And my first Spider Riders fic, too…. XD In this fic, the troubled new Spider Rider desperately tries to find a way to convince herself of her feelings for an Invected, though their dream of becoming closer seems far away… It’s gonna be quick, with much emotion, and I hope you guys go easy on me since it’s my first ever. I now present to you my fic, to See Saw’s Kimi ga Ita Monogatari!
Her footsteps sounded lonely and hollow on the bridge…He would be out here somewhere, waiting for her, secretly…like always. In the midnight sky that always seemed to swallow the place, a million balls of light kept watch over her figure, edging her on closer to her destiny. Her arms were folded across her chest, tightly, for it was cold. ‘Why does it have to be like this? Isn’t there any warmth even in love?’ The painful thoughts gnawed at her mind. A cold wind blew through the area as her eyes searched, pierced…Where was that graceful figure? Maybe faded into the cold background of a still heart.
Shizukesa to yasuragi ga tooku de maneku kara
Mou sukoshi saki ni made yuke souna ki ga suru
Tada te wo tori atte kogori tsuku yoru wo koete
Because we invite the peace and tranquility from afar,
It looks like we will have to travel a bit further
Only holding your hand, we cross the freezing night.
“Oh?” She stopped suddenly…her shadow wanting to tug her on somehow…She felt like flying forward, but pitiful doubt caused her to stop again, as she had done every night. Golden eyes shone light on him. He was like a sweet dream. ‘No…an enemy…’ Inside she slapped herself for thinking such thoughts. No boundaries for the heart, no matter how frozen, or far apart…no distance too great…But maybe, oh maybe…Her breath caught as he turned, looked at her, and she saw that fixed smile…He was wearing that same smile the day she had saved him from death. The cold wind blew in again, against her form, forcing her on, shaking. When she was only within paces of him, he held out a thin hand, welcoming her.
The antennae on his head quivered…Her eyes followed their nervous movement. She gave his a reassuring smile, but his expression didn’t change. It would never change, no matter how close or far apart they were. That was the pain…the separation…the difference. She took the hand, coming closer to him, feeling the heat he put off. Her body wanted to touch his for warmth, but her mind didn’t dare let that slip. Her lips were dry and she licked them as he carefully watched. The silence didn’t bother them at all. It would always have to be like this. Only the moon’s glow bounced about them to give their sad picture any life.
Kizutsuite utsubuita toki ni deatta kara
Setsunasa ga akunareba hanarete yuku you de
Yogoreta mizu no ue dakara tsuki no kage ga kirei de
Becasue we met when you were hurt with your head hung low,
And if the pain can go away, you can let go;
Because on the dirtied water, there is a beautiful reflection of the moon
She sighed…He listened intently, and answered with a hushed tone, “You cold? I can…give you my clothes if you want them….” With moist eyes, she nodded, not daring to refuse his offer…Could she really be afraid? Yes…that and more. The pounding of her heart deafened her feelings. What was this? Love or bondage to a dream? Either way, she would stay…forever…gladly… The insect-like warrior removed his garments, willingly and gently offering them to her. She took them and placed them around her bare shoulders. A moment of silence ensued, and then, “Better?”
The girl nodded, thankful for the shelter from the cold. His eyes told her a story of distance, of a gap. She shuddered…He took this as her still being chilled, and wrapped his slender arms around her waist and pulled her close to him. A small gasp escaped her lips…at first she wanted to pull away… He had never acted in such a manner, not on any of the nights beforehand. Her cheek pressed against his smooth chest, her hand coming up naturally beside her face. They stood there, swirled in blue mist of the night, cold stone underfoot…two figures opposite but merged. A strange combination…’An abomination.’ There it was…the thoughts again…But…what was this?
Sore ha kanashimi no kataru monogatari
Koi to yobu koto ni mada tameratteiru
Itetsuita yoru ni chikaku naru hoshi ha
Kimi ga iru yume wo itsumade misetekureru darou
That is the story told by pain
Still hesitant to call it love
How long will the nearing star
Show me your dreams in the frozen night
Golden eyes widened a bit, her lips parted as she heart the faint, but unmistakable sound. A heartbeat… Her eyes grew even more moist, and soon, tears began to well up in them. She had listened for that same sound when she had tended to his wounds before…when they had attacked the small village just shortly before. The Invectids had lost to the Riders…He was on the verge of death…After all had left and no mortal eyes were left to convict her, she had rushed to his side and listened. Here it was, all the same, like a beating memory that kept resurfacing…. A spray of red clouds gathered over the area, turning the water to blood, turning the moon into copper…One tear slid down her cheek, her fingers clenched into a fist on his chest. She mumbled his name. “Grasshop…”
His body shivered. The winds were taking their toll on the figures. Something wet on his chest…a tear… He couldn’t care much…what was he to do?
The girl wept silently, letting go of the thoughts. Soon there was hollow…she would have to give up love to obtain it. There was no such thing as fair, only compromise. She would have to give up this…and more… Her feet were numb and she wiggled her toes, her foot bumping against his. Grasshop tucked her head under his chin, refusing to lose the embrace of death, two butterflies caught in a red web of controversial night.
Omoide wo nomi konde sora no ao ha fukaku
Nukumori no kureru mono te ni hairanai mono
Nani wo wakeatte nani wo sutete yuku koko ni
Here, Drawing in memories, unable to keep the gifts
given from the deep warmth of the blue that is sky.
Sharing something, and throwing away something
“Grasshop, please…”She begged for release, and he finally let her go. The red had faded now, washing them over with shadow. Somehow, the darkness and secrecy comforted her. ‘I can’t. It’s too much. Sometimes you have to keep the pain to have the only thing worth it…’ She gazed at him, pulling his garments around her. Grasshop stared back…and she was all at once sure… ‘Yes. He feels that as well… He knows.’ Her knuckles were white from clenching her hands into fists. Tears still decorated her cheeks, glittery with the reflection of stars and dreams and memories…
“I have something…I want to give to you.” The Invectid warrior closed his eyes, his antennae twitching… His voice nearly cracked. She didn’t notice. In the background the diamond stars mirrored their visages against the blanket of night. The water was the music…dirty, calm, reflective…indecisive…yet sure. He was close by her now, his mouth by her ear. It was as if it were a fragment of imagination. She held her breath… ‘Does he notice how tense I am?’
Grasshop nudged her ear with his face…his breath came on her shoulder, warming a little spot on it. ‘Everything about him is warm. How can a frozen heart beat? How can something so dead and evil breathe warmth and peaceful solitude…’ The breaths were on her cheek now. She had never seen him so close…not since…she held his broken body and spoke softly to him, telling him how it would be okay. It still wasn’t. She had lied…It would never be okay. Not like this. Not by not knowing everything, yet fearing nothing.
“I accept.” She said, her voice carrying much emotion…so much she dare not say it.
Kono mama futari de itetsuita sora no
Kanata he yukeru to douka shinjiteite
Dareyori mo chikaku dokomade mo tooku
Kimi ga iru yume ha mou kesenai kioku dakara
Like this, together we journey to
the distant frozen sky, somehow believing;
Because, Closer than anyone, futher than anywhere,
Your dreams wont be disappear from memory
He kissed her suddenly, with so much passion she let the garments go. They fluttered away on the cold wind…but somehow, she wasn’t as frozen anymore. There was a fire, even in the sky…the moon winked a thousand beams of light at them, the stars gave cheer. Expressionless mouth against a softer one, that could express…not everything was told in physicality…some not even in morality.
Even in the d**ned path, there was that last glimmer of light…When he finally broke the kiss she saw that light through the tunnels of his eyes. It was small, and faint…but so was the heartbeat that they both shared. Perhaps one day…they’d share that light as well…
Sore ha kanashimi no kataru monogatari
Koi to yobu koto ni mada tameratteiru
Itetsuita yoru ni chikaku naru hoshi ni
Kimi ga iru yume wo mada mitsumeteitai dake de
That is the story told of pain
Still hesitating to call it love
Because, in the frozen night, in the nearing stars,
I still want only to see your dreams.
The silence reigned…only their eyes did the rejoicing. A line had been breached, and with that, many questions were answered, and many hopes were lit aflame. With that the red bubbled in clouds, and figures merged…stars sang and water laughed…somewhere even in wrong there was a legacy of love, though forbidden…still an open path remains. And somewhere in the distance, lose garments trailed a gust of wind and broke the differences.
--------------------------------------------
OOOOKAY PPLZ! XD hehe please r&r. Remember tho, my first song fic ever so go easy on me lolz XD Anyways, I'll hopfeully be making an AMV to this song as well. lol Well, I hope I get comments lolz
