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Post by grasshop on Sept 6, 2006 18:49:10 GMT -5
A Spider Rider is not supposed to care about an Invectid.......
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Post by Kira Terin (aka oracle) on Sept 6, 2006 18:51:35 GMT -5
So? I am a friend, and I know he won't harm me.
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Post by Kira Terin (aka oracle) on Sept 6, 2006 18:52:34 GMT -5
Also, you are my friend. And I can't let a friend down. It is my own law that says that.
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Post by grasshop on Sept 6, 2006 18:53:32 GMT -5
Well....I hope you judge right and that he does make it through this.... seeing him in so much pain kills me though. I die every time I look at him....
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Post by Kira Terin (aka oracle) on Sept 6, 2006 18:57:42 GMT -5
Then, try not to look at him. It might be hard, but just try. And have faith.
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Post by grasshop on Sept 6, 2006 19:00:07 GMT -5
But I love him....and its hard to escape him when he's all over this site in pictures. I mean, I have him in my sig, in my avatar, in posts everywhere here....And now all I see when I look at him is how much he's hurting, and how I cannot help him....I just watch the life seep from him and cry and feel how weak he is against me. It makes me want to killmyself b/c there's nothing I can do.....
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Post by Kira Terin (aka oracle) on Sept 6, 2006 19:04:39 GMT -5
I know. Please don't kill yourself! That would be awful...
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Post by grasshop on Sept 6, 2006 19:13:15 GMT -5
Iknow, but I feel like I should....Maybe I will tonight.
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Post by Kira Terin (aka oracle) on Sept 6, 2006 19:15:31 GMT -5
Okay. It's your choice. I have no choice on the matter. But know this: People will morn once you are gone. I will be one of them.
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Post by grasshop on Sept 6, 2006 19:17:54 GMT -5
..........I doubt anybody would care. Nobody cares about Grasshop either..... We're both just not cared about.....
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Post by Kira Terin (aka oracle) on Sept 6, 2006 19:22:38 GMT -5
That isn't true!
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Post by grasshop on Sept 6, 2006 19:30:19 GMT -5
But it is....my familyhere doesn't love me much....they always want me to bebetter at this and do beter at that. Grasshop is dying and hes the only one who I love....I have nothing else to live for. Nobody else cares anyways....its obious ppl use me for stuff and thats it. They don't really care about me as a person. Ecept Grasshop....I love him....and I know he loves me unconditionally.
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Post by Kira Terin (aka oracle) on Sept 6, 2006 19:32:34 GMT -5
I will help you as best I can, but that is all I can do. I'm sorry.
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Post by grasshop on Sept 6, 2006 19:34:31 GMT -5
It's okay....I didn't mean to make you feel put upon to help me. I always get in the way..... *sighs* Its just hard and stressful lately....Having to work a job, care for ppl, be picked on by my parents, and now holding the one I love in my arms and feeling him die...... I don't know how to handle that......
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Post by Kira Terin (aka oracle) on Sept 6, 2006 19:35:14 GMT -5
It's okay. I know how you feel.
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