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Post by Dwaley Riyne aka *SMILE on Aug 16, 2006 21:19:11 GMT -5
aww... I don't want to make you look dumb... *hugs*
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Post by grasshop on Aug 16, 2006 23:06:49 GMT -5
*looks even more dumb*
Just wait until you post your bishie Grasshop pic....I'll really look bad then XD
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Post by Dwaley Riyne aka *SMILE on Aug 18, 2006 17:32:47 GMT -5
heh, I might not be able to for a LONG time, my computer is dying on me...
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Post by grasshop on Aug 18, 2006 18:34:39 GMT -5
So is mine, but I stick through it and still get on. Mine actually has a virus. >.< *sighs* Oh well....life must go on!
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Post by Dwaley Riyne aka *SMILE on Aug 18, 2006 20:00:12 GMT -5
nevermind, my dad fixed it XD. Always good to have someone in the household who knows about how the internet works...
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Post by grasshop on Aug 18, 2006 20:31:56 GMT -5
does he know how to fix viruses?
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Post by Dwaley Riyne aka *SMILE on Aug 20, 2006 11:27:57 GMT -5
nope...
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Post by grasshop on Aug 20, 2006 22:13:56 GMT -5
OMG, I just did something terrible...and it's hard for me to stop crying....I'm trying to hold back tears right now, and the net has sort of got me pacified, but my insides feel as if they're being ripped out...
Okay, I dated this guy, Saytiar, for a year and became really close and we were supposed to marry this October....things fell apart and while we still love each other, we're not together... but I still can't bring myself to move on...we have flings every now and then...uhm...well today i was at my bro's friends house and we messed around in the pool together and it feels so wrong...it hurts so badly it makes me want to hurt myself...
I haven;t been able to see Saytiar in a while....he goes to college still, but even though he's unsure, I'm working on getting back together with him because he's th elove of my life...I swear to god. I KNOW he's the right one for me and all but I can't believe I could do something like this...behinds hism bacj...he ssaid it was okay not to worry he stil loves me but he doesnt know hoe much it hurts inside now,,,
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Post by Dwaley Riyne aka *SMILE on Aug 21, 2006 13:20:10 GMT -5
oh... Well, if I understood how you felt, I really would try to help, but I'm not the best at solving problems... I can barely even explain a simple story without the help of a friend...
But that dosen't mean I don't care.
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Post by animeotaku on Aug 21, 2006 14:47:33 GMT -5
maybe you should try putting that pain into something else.........like a story or a picture, maybe?
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Post by grasshop on Aug 21, 2006 14:49:11 GMT -5
Well I wanted to write....or draw...but my ocmputer is stupid and keeps shutting applications down on me...cause of that virus.
*sighs*
Srry for blabbing guys....I shouldn't dump my problems on you guys....forgive me....*sighs*
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Post by animeotaku on Aug 21, 2006 17:08:54 GMT -5
no, its ok, i don't mind one bit,im always happy to help you and anyone else when i can.
also my dad might be able to get rid of ur virus for you, just tell me the name of it and ill talk to my dad and see if he knows any programs to get rid of it.
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Post by grasshop on Aug 21, 2006 17:17:11 GMT -5
*sighs* Now my mom comes home and yells at me...even though I cleaned house all day and don't really feel good. Even though I'm just like all blah emotionally...and I don't know what the virus is called....more like an adware thing I guess with corrupted pop up files and such...*sighs*
I'm getting my ex to come and fix it...I need to see him anyways.... *sighs*
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Post by animeotaku on Aug 21, 2006 17:38:43 GMT -5
oh, ok, i hope everything goes well over there
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Post by grasshop on Aug 21, 2006 20:04:17 GMT -5
lol yah....whenever he comes over here. Oh,and I MAY get a job at SubWay!!!!!!!!
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Not exactly a job I want, but i need the money....my family is not well off right now and we barely have enough to get by right now.....I really don't even get to eat much during the day b/c we have hardly any food left....it sux XD Not that I eat much but yah.....
*sighs*
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